I realize

Hmmm... Today I feel much better. Things happen between us(my friends) going not so well, but better than before.

I am not really understand why some people act differently the way I am? Why people not treated me the way I treated them? Why there are always bad people surround me?

I realize that is the way life should be. God did not give everything that people ask for. He wants us to work hard to get and achieve it. God wants us to learn from mistake. He wants to teach people to respect each other. 

Do not blame other people for the things that not work out the way you plan, because you actually blaming God for all the reasons that happening. 

There are lots of saying that "Some people really care, but others just curious". I took really hard on this words until it really scares me to socialize. This is bad saying after all. You can learn it, but you should not believe it and make it as your stance in your friendship. If you do, you actually make a big mistake by pointing other people with the false statement when the truth is, they are really care for you.

I do make mistake. After a while, I realize that I was the one who treated people around me badly and wrongly. I try to make-up the friendship and hope we still can be friends until the end of life. 

I hope that everything goes as well as I planned.

Thank you Allah for giving me the opportunity to fix my own mistake.

It will always be my own mistake when bad things happen, don't blame others when the one you should actually blame is yourself.

Believe that thing happen for a reason.

HAVE A NICE WEEKEND!