Gossip Maniac: December 2011

Thursday 29 December 2011

Sad.

People always say: "Don't expect too much.."

But I can't help it than to dream high... Without I realize, when I fall, I fall so hard.. That i barely stand again.

arghhh what a sad day... ;(

Gossip

"No matter how bad it is and how bad it gets, you're going to get through it."

-Gossip Girl-

Wednesday 28 December 2011

Strangers, Again

I am not blaming u for what has happen between us.

U are such a nice guy.

U really care.

U always being good to me.

Unfortunately, the problem starts with me.

Its me who always screw up.

I break the trust.

And now i feel like its my pay back time.

I deserve this.

Wednesday 21 December 2011

Sorry. Better person.

Today, I learn that the best cure for egoism and hate is to "LET IT GO".

When you are able to let go, minds will be clear and your heart will be free.

Be a forgiving person- you will feel blessed.

Be a good person - you will get happiness.

Be a better person - you may succeed in life.

In everything you do, try to think before you act.

Even though it is hard to do so, JUST TRY HARDER.

Make sure your mouth is connected with your brain.

You can avoid the disaster(fight).

Last but not least. Try to forgive and forget.

Saturday 3 December 2011

I realize

Hmmm... Today I feel much better. Things happen between us(my friends) going not so well, but better than before.

I am not really understand why some people act differently the way I am? Why people not treated me the way I treated them? Why there are always bad people surround me?

I realize that is the way life should be. God did not give everything that people ask for. He wants us to work hard to get and achieve it. God wants us to learn from mistake. He wants to teach people to respect each other.

Do not blame other people for the things that not work out the way you plan, because you actually blaming God for all the reasons that happening.

There are lots of saying that "Some people really care, but others just curious". I took really hard on this words until it really scares me to socialize. This is bad saying after all. You can learn it, but you should not believe it and make it as your stance in your friendship. If you do, you actually make a big mistake by pointing other people with the false statement when the truth is, they are really care for you.

I do make mistake. After a while, I realize that I was the one who treated people around me badly and wrongly. I try to make-up the friendship and hope we still can be friends until the end of life.

I hope that everything goes as well as I planned.

Thank you Allah for giving me the opportunity to fix my own mistake.

It will always be my own mistake when bad things happen, don't blame others when the one you should actually blame is yourself.

Believe that thing happen for a reason.